everyone on my dash is sad and lonely and I just gave myself a nose bleed from crying
like there are literally millions of people who suffer from mental illness but can’t access decent care, so every time i see someone go on a tangent about self-diagnosers i want to ask them what they think those people should do instead.
i am dead fucking serious. tell me. what do you recommend they do? because it kinda sounds like you don’t give a fuck, and that makes you an ableist, classist piece of shit.
"you’re obsessed with your mental illness"
i know right? it’s almost like it impacts every part of my life
if u can’t handle me at my needy and over emotional and irrational u don’t deserve me at my pretending to hold it together
i feel uncomfortable and out of place in 98% of all situations
ppl who think that saying “I love you” to someone a lot makes it lose it’s meaning are so boring literally what could make you think that? if someone tells you they love you like 3 times in an hour it means that 3 separate times they were sitting there and thinking about you and how wonderful you are like. smh. say I love you to everyone that you love as often as possible bc sometimes it’s easy to forget that there are people who love you
*re-reads sex chapter of fanfiction over breakfast cereal like it’s the morning paper*
I don’t believe in love at first sight, but I do know who’s gonna be my favorite character from like, two seconds of screen time.
I tried, ok? I started conversations with people. And I was ignored and brushed off and insulted. I don’t know what to do anymore. I tried. Nobody wants anything to do with me and it hurts to see them all so happy and talking with each other and I can’t handle it happening every fucking day. I just wanna be normal.